« What the Hell Happened to Me? »

I used to be all depressed, couldn’t get out of bed, hated a lot of stuff, and didn’t get much done for myself.

Now I look at my last few months, and I see that I have gotten nearly all A’s in two classes (writing essays in one and being an art geek in another), rebuilt my web site, got engaged, remodeled a room (needing me to manage it and do a lot of work myself), bought a computer, done various web and audio things for my church, gone to two counseling sessions a week, worked my day job, done dishes and laundry, moved Kelli down into this house, and more.

It just amazes me. I get something like 5-7 hours of sleep a night and go-go-go nearly all the rest of the time. I’ve been really focused on things like never before. Maybe it’s the drugs. Wellbutrin is a wonderful thing. I still sort of long to get into the studio, but most days it is just out of the question, so it doesn’t hang over me like it did. I will have to get the new computer all set up for recording, and that won’t happen till I get both networked and speced out for use by Kelli and me.

I’m sort of bummed that all those from the last several months blogs went to digital heaven. I had some stuff in there that had some real feeling and conviction. I guess I will just have to watch out for what button I push. It's the same as it was when I was learning how to use digital recorders and lost hard drives worth of data in one shot. Live and learn.

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